wondered if I was a Transvestite or a Transexualist. wasn't sure but I did know that I liked women both aestetically and physically so much that I wanted to merge into the feminine and become one of them--if only for a short time. I decided that a change of sex was impractical both financially and physically. though I could not live without Ann, neither could she exist without me. We were tied to each other like a mother to her child.

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It was then that I decided that I would live my dual existance to the best of my ability from then on. I began to collect a new wardrobe and wrote to a color- ed wig house to purchase a brown wig for $50.00.

In my senior year at the university I again became Ann Randall for a few short hours on various evenings during the week. At first, it took a little while to get back the courage and poise that I had had two years earlier. But it came back, maybe because it had never left. It had just been buried under very shaky ground. Soon Ann visited the girl's dorms, the girl's gymn, the library, and even the fraternity dances on Saturday nights. My periods of depression became shorter and finally almost diasppeared, now only returning during long periods when Ann had to go away (mainly during the summer months).

After graduation, I went into the business world in my chosen profession and have been called one of the "rapidly growing junior executives", of my firm. I am 28 years old, a member of a civic club, chairman of a civic committee, secretary of a professional business organization and a respected member of my environment.

Two years ago, I met the girl of my dreams. We had (and still do) everything in common. I asked her to marry me. After she accepted I decided that I must tell her about Ann. I did so with great anxiety. I would die if I lost her, yet it would not be fair to either herself or me to live with a secret as great as this. I finally told her and she seemed not to care. was delighted and dressed for her immediately. She was shocked at the transformation but insisted that if this was what I liked to do it was all right with her. We went out frequently (I as Ann) to all the bars and 59.